| strike mother fuckin three and im mother fuckin out |
[16 Jun 2004|01:46am] |
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Gayness. That is all that my day has been consumed of. Complete and utter gayness. As you may have read in a past post, my car shit the bed and has been shitting the bed alot latley. In fact, its to the point where these sheets on this bed are far past clean and are infact toxic due to the amount of shit that has been placed on the bed...uhh...yeah so anyways...I was in CT for three days and I also apparently forgot the shut the dome light off in my car before leaving YOU KNOW...THE LIGHT THAT I SWEAR I FUCKING SHUT OFF BEFORE LEAVING? Yeah, that one. Come home to a dead battery in my car. Awesome. AAA comes and jumps it, I go and pick up my cat at Sarah's house (she was watching Capone while I was away), go home to drop Capone off, THEN I find out that I apparently shouldnt of shut my car off like a normal person does when they get to a place of destination...noooo, I go in and like 20 minutes later I go to leave again and my fucking battery is dead. Again. SO blah blah blah I find out later on that I need a new battery for my car. That set the streak of bad luck off right there. Then today, my mom gets home from work and starts gettin on my ass again to loose more weight and all that shit so shes up my ass and making me all depressed. I want to leave but YOU KNOW, I HAVE NO CAR. So I weight (haha get it...shut up) for my sister to get home and me her emy and justin go to kaits house to go swimming in her pool and sit in the sun and tan. Get there and I lay down, Justin and KK are cleaning the pool, Kait and Emy are inside doing something, I get up from sitting about 3 minutes after I sat down and I went inside for something I dont even remember what...but to make a long story short Kaits father ended up kicking us out. SOO we then end up going back to my house. Did stuff there yadda yadda yadda and then me and Justin leave and go to Edds. Blah Blah Blah we are all hangin out la la la and then BAM the day just decided to take one big steamy huge crap of reality right the fuck dead center of my stupid ass head. For conversation, and other purposes, sake we will call him Tom...OK so TOM, the person I have liked for quite some time but have been a self conscious couwardly piece of shit, has some chick SALLY come over. I dont know. It hurts. They were all snuggely and shit and whatever I dont want to even think of it anymore. AND THEN, TO TOP IT RIGHT THE FUCK OFF...I get home like 20 min ago and I want to just go right to bed, Ive had a long day, got my feelings hurt a bit by both my mother and TOM, bummed out about my car, etc etc...I get upstairs and my bed is gone. By bed I mean the two mattresses I sleep on on the floor in the spare room. One of my sisters friends ganked it from me, looked in her room and there are like four girls on the floor and shes in her bed. Whatever. Too much gayness for my liking. Im out a car, im out feeling good about a guy, and im out a fucking bed. Could the night really get any worse?
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| cars are homosexual and shouldnt be given marriage rights or benifits at work |
[20 May 2004|09:57am] |
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Let me specify further and go as far to say that it is actually FORDS that suck the vertical pole. OK...SO....like two weeks ago my car decides to just completly shit the bed. The speed sensor broke, balljoints ruined, suspension ruined, tires completly bald, AND transmition is shot. Awesome huh? Check engine light comes on and I bring it to Jason, the family mechanic. He looks at it and the first thing he says is "So uh what'd ya hit?" COMPLETLY serious. I just shook my head and said nothing. So Jason has my car for two weeks and a few days. I get it back, clean it inside and out because I'm so happy to have it back. Go to work yesterday for a Retalix training class 1-4..class starts late, around 1:30. Seeing how it is supposed to be a four hour class and it started late it will obviously end late as well....but I have to leave at four to bring my father to get HIS car at the detail shop is Easton, mind you we are both in Canton right now. So rounds 4:30 and class is still going on, people still asking questions and the person putting it on still answering them...my dad comes in and takes me out of it around 4:45....ok so we go out side to my car, FLAT TIRE. I drive my car over to the corporate garage on the other side of the parking lot and they put some air in it for me. So I get to my dads car fine, i get home fine, but then my dad was like ok so im taking your car to sears to get the tire fixed. OK FINE WHATEVER JUST GET IT FIXED IVE ONLY HAD IT FOR ONE DAY. SO I take my sisters car for the night and he calls me, UH Ali, yeah so I get your car here and they condemned all you tires on the spot...AWESOME. Yeah, those bald tires from before, never fixed so now I have to buy four new tires. AND my suspension was never fixed either so Sears was like we will put the four tires on and then you HAVE to drive this to your mechanic....SO NOW, my car is BACK at Jasons, broken, un-useable, rotting (probably), BEING HOMOSEXUAL.
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| Worst day ever |
[15 Apr 2004|02:41am] |
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OK so I was supposed to be at school today for 9:00am. My phone rings and wakes me up; it's Justin. Look at my clock...10:00am. FUCK. Put on the first clothes I see, get my portfolio and supplies and hop in the car. Get about four exits away from school on 24 and BAM! TRAFFIC. Something must have happened with a tree branch and the storm and some cars and whatever blah. SO now I have defeated traffic and claimed the road as my own and FINALLY make it to school. Get out of my car, walk towards the building, and quickly find out that the decision I had made about 30 minutes ago to wear flip flops was not very keen. My foot meets a huge pile of mud and I go flying. MUD all over my pants and my art shit all over the place. Get inside, there is a note on the door from my shit for brains teacher reading she will be late. SO all that rushing and mud for nothing. OK so now I have managed to miss my first class, rush and get caught in traffic for nothing, AND get mud all over myself. SO period ends. A group of us usually pile into Kevin's pt crusier and get some kfc before our next class. Drivin along la la la do do do and SLAM car oober rear-ends Kevin's car. FAN-FCUKING-TASTIC. So now I can add hungry (never got to go to kfc), whiplashed, and awfuly fucking soar to the list of gay ass shit that has comsumed my day thus far. OK this is giving me a headache...I will leave you at that. You can make up what happens next. Bah. Good night.
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| Hello I love you woun't you tell me your name... |
[11 Apr 2004|12:51am] |
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Hello all. I really suck at LJ huh. Anywho, lots of good nights over Edd's house latley. I'm home early due to the shitty fact that I, me, Ali, have to work tomorrow, EASTER, at 6:00 in the el morning-o. GAY. GAY GAY GAY. I get to sit in a cubical, answer phones, talk to pissed off Cumberland Farms clerks who are, unfortunatly, also working on Easter. Alas, it is sunday though and hopefully there will not be any big problems I have to solve. Lets hope.
Went to a barbeque today at Jay's house. Good times were had. Cooked up some mean steak tips. Yes, they were mean, hittin people and such. Had to eat them to stop the madness. Got lots of games of Botchi in there too. That game fcuking rules. Especially when all the players are drunk, very fun for bystanders, such as myself, to watch. Had thee almighty keg accompany us too, he was with us last night as well. Thanks to Chris and his being back from the army for the weekend. Got too cold, packed up the sheet and moved the caravan onward to Edd's.
[ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<font [...] "ccccff">') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] <FONT COLOR="3399FF">Hello all. I really suck at LJ huh. Anywho, lots of good nights over Edd's house latley. I'm home early due to the shitty fact that I, me, Ali, have to work tomorrow, EASTER, at 6:00 in the el morning-o. GAY. GAY GAY GAY. I get to sit in a cubical, answer phones, talk to pissed off Cumberland Farms clerks who are, unfortunatly, also working on Easter. Alas, it is sunday though and hopefully there will not be any big problems I have to solve. Lets hope.</FONT>
<FONT COLOR="99CCFF">Went to a barbeque today at Jay's house. Good times were had. Cooked up some mean steak tips. Yes, they were mean, hittin people and such. Had to eat them to stop the madness. Got lots of games of Botchi in there too. That game fcuking rules. Especially when all the players are drunk, very fun for bystanders, such as myself, to watch. Had thee almighty keg accompany us too, he was with us last night as well. Thanks to Chris and his being back from the army for the weekend. Got too cold, packed up the sheet and moved the caravan onward to Edd's.</FONT>
<FONT COLOR "CCCCFF">OK well I am in fact off to bed. Just took a bath with this lavander fuzz stuff. It's this ball that you put in the water and it makes 'a million tiny bubbles' (I swear, it even says it on the package lol) and makes you smell oh so good. SO I am going to voyage to the basement and pass out and then un pass out and go to work. YAY.</FONT> |
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| Marriage and babies and divorce OH MY! |
[19 Feb 2004|01:23pm] |
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My cousin Kristina is getting married, my cousin Keith and his wife Marlena just had a baby girl named Isabella, and my cousin Aime is getting divorced from her husband John. So many emotions circling round.
I had pizza for breakfast today. Kat made it and me and Emy and Kat ate it. Vedddy good pizza. Then my mom came home with some soda so it was like THE perfect breakfast.
I got a letter in the mail today from my friend Katie. It was just a card with a picture of a little girl in dress-up cloths with jelly shoes and a purse. We used to play dress up with these exact items when we were children. A few months ago I called her up to hang out over Edd's house and she came by with Sarah and Brookie. She had sarah take a picture of us. SO...in the card was the picture taken of us and the sweetest letter I have read in a while. You know how when you recieve something in the mail besides bills or shit mail, something personal that when you see it you get all warm and think wow somebody sent ME, ME of all people, something. Me and Katie used to do that when we were kids, we would mail eachother letters so that we could get them in the mail and feel good about it. Haha...those were the days :)
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| It's thursday and i have a hot tub |
[12 Feb 2004|04:39pm] |
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Well folks, today IS in fact thursday (february 12th to be exact) and I DO in fact have a hot tub (what you think i would lie to you?)...what do these two things have in common. absolutly nothing.
Hot tub will be filled TTOOMMOORRRROOWW!! wooo!!! I have been waiting for so god fucking damn it long. first it was broken, then it was so cold you get brain freeze from breathing, then the guy was on vacation, NOW we have the part and it was repaired and ITS BEING FILLED TOMORROW FRIDAY FEBRUARY THE 13TH.....::scared face:: shit. mother fucker cock sucker its friday the 13th. kasdhfjbawief. something WILL go wrong. you watch.
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| dfasdjkfgaorufgvwertyu6 |
[10 Feb 2004|05:58pm] |
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Hello. i got my labret pierced...
...in other news, school is kick ass-ingly awesome. i have decided that art is the love of my life. i honestly do not think i could ever live without it. i would recommend this art program to anyone ever in this whole entire planet, or any art program for that matter. ill post some shit, if anyone even cares lol, when i can get it up here.
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| More random quizes |
[12 Jan 2004|11:43pm] |
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I saw these on Ashley's LJ and decided to take some of them!
 Your Stripper Name is Brandy!You're the type of girl who got started dancing in clubs... And realized that you were so hot that you should turn pro. You're more of a go-go dancer than a stripper - getting down on stage, but not on laps. Dancing and music are what you're all about, though the cash tips are always a plus! You tend to stick to topless clubs, but if the pay is right, you'll take it all off. While you'll never turn porn star, you enjoy being the hottest cage dancer in town. What's *Your* Stripper Name?More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva
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| EY DUDE! |
[24 Dec 2003|02:06am] |
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What up foo... bored as fuck sittin here. I have pager duty on x-mas eve and on x-mas night. yippie. good money, bad time. anywho, this post serves no purpose. im just bored and have not updated in a while....so merry christmas and a happy new year love you all peace.
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| I love my Kraft Macharoni and Cheese |
[17 Nov 2003|01:34pm] |
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I just found a box of Sponge Bob Square Pants Kraft Macharoni and Cheese!!! I made it perfect too! Just the exact correct amount of butter and milk....ooooh so good in mah belly :-D. I am actually eating it right now. It's so creamy and cheesy and mmmmmm!!! My dad bought some strawberry soda so I am drinking that now as well...it is pretty good. Not bad, not bad. Ok, just thought I would share this with you, well actually no one because I really do not think anyone even looks at this...lol, which actually can be good b/c it is now taking on the role of a real journal..., I'm out!
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| What up Gaaaangstaaaaaa |
[03 Nov 2003|11:39pm] |
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Hey there. Did not really accomplish much today. It was a very laid back day. Watched some TV, picked Justin up at work, chilled, ate some chinese food with Sean and Edd, chilled some more and now I am home. I'm at home listening to fidy cent yo...yo yo. I love you like a fat kid love cake...haha. Anywho... school tomorrow and I do not want to go. I want to move away and go to school. A real art school. I am getting bored at BCC way too soon. I should not be this bored this soon in the year, hell, I should not be bored at all! But, alas, I am. I want to go live in a dorm or an apartment or something along those lines. A good friend of mine wanted to move to Colorado, not sure if he is anymore. I was going to go with him and share an apartment. I still want to so bad. The college is within walking distance and everything!!! If those plans fall through maybe I will move to Boston or maybe even somewhere cooler....hmmmm. I was invited to go to California for New Years this year by my friend Karla at school. She is cool shit. Who knows, not I. CA would be a good time. Her cousin is a director down there, well OVER there, for movies so we would stay in his kick ass house according to her. If plans go through, sounds like a good time. I just do not know if I would rather stay home and chill with my friends here. I am sure a party will go down and I love goin to parties and chillin with my buddies :). Who knows, yup, not I.
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| Whatever dude |
[03 Nov 2003|03:13am] |
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I honestly dont know why, but I am upset. I really wish I knew why so I could un-be upest. I also really wish I could find my god damn camera. I lost it after it jammed on the venture to Lizzy Borden's gravesite. That was about five, maybe more, months ago. Way to fuckin long to go without my camera. Especially since it is the fall now and I would love to be taking picturers in the Bird Sanctuary with my kick ass high tech camera. I love my camera. It is one of my favorite possessions. I fuckin lost it. Im such a careless person sometimes. "I'd probably loose my head if it was not attached" and all that jazz.
I want to go somewhere and do something. I am sick of sitting around, sleeping, going to school, going to work, sleeping, eating, blah blah, yadda yadda. Maybe I will just randomly get a credit card and just leave for like a week. I do not know where I will go or who I will ask to come with me or how I will get there and what I will do when I (or we) actually get there. That would be wicked fun though. Just up and leaving so randomly. Not telling ANYONE. lol and then just show up again in like a week or so. And then who knows, just when you thought I was back...I may just leave again...dun dun dun. I am 18 now and have done ZERO traveling. I have been to cape cod on 'vacation' every year since I can remember, been to DC for a school trip but it was a religious bs piece of crap and not fun at all, NY for a family reunion that consisted of us waking up in MA at like 5am, leaving, getting there and sleeping, going to the party half awake, going to the sleezy ass hotel and sleeping then waking up just to get in the car, sleeping in the car and then once we got home....sleep. The coolest 'vacation' that I have been on is Smugglers Notch in VT. Dude, best place EVER! If my friends and I ever raise enough money I would love to take them all there. The place is so fuckin huge that you need a shuttle to get around it. It is basically a ski resort that is still open in the summer (thats when I went) and its set back into the mountains so far away from civilation that it by default becomes its own city almost. It has its own waterpark, like 5 or 6 different pools equipt with heating systems, slides and fountains, its own restarants, a club for teens to chill at, nature walks (wicked cool, sounds gay but its awesome), mountain boarding (snowboarding on dry land with wheels...funest sport I ever did).....and the list goes on and on. Ok well I am tired now just thinking of all this shit....I also forgot where I was going with all of it as well. I am also too tired to go back and read what I just typed so I could continue making my point...so I leave y'all with a good night and a have a nice day
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| Why me |
[30 Sep 2003|04:51pm] |
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Ok so I hate not having a boyfriend and at the same time I love it. I have the freedom to do what I want and to think what I want when it comes to dating, but I don't have anyone to think about. Well...I do but it is not at all realistic in any way shape or form. I wish I could have this person but I know I dont and probably never will because his heart belongs to someone else and I could never be this 'super' girl that he loves. GGGRR. I hate being me sometimes. I have the tendancy to like the guys that are already taken or tied up in something or someone. Or, ya know, the ones who move across the country randomly. GAH! Big ass hint for all you non knowers....probably too big of a hint but I honestly do not care at this point...::sigh:: I dont know anymore. I need to get to the gym and get myself in gear! I needs to find me-self a man!
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| Yeah so...how bout cha don't |
[28 Sep 2003|12:44pm] |
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So...don't you hate when people purposly try to make you feel like shit? Like telling you how how much fun they had at an event you did not go to and how you should have been there because it was just SO much fun and it will never happen again? Or how about a recent ex asking you for dating advice? Or asking you what they should wear on a date? Curdoroy or Kackhi? GAH! I'm sorry. I just have all this shit flowing through my mind right now. On that note. I'm gonna go vent somewhere not online.
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| HELLO THERE |
[22 Sep 2003|10:17am] |
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hey what up all. its been a while since my last update. what up to all my new notpop friends who have livejournal too.
SO....i am as single as they get. My boyfriend and I broke up a month or so ago. we were together for two and a half years. i feel like a free soul. i wount post the long story of what happened because its long for one and if you really wanna know (im sure most of the ppl who read this could care less) then you can ask me rather than making all of creation read my boring break up story...
yeah so school is good. in fact its awesome. i have five art classes and one english class. i love all my teachers and all my assignmets so far...its very very fun. i have a drawing class at 1:00 today and i cant wait to go lol.
ok well im bored and feel like being on notpop so i shall see yall later...
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| GGGAAAHHH |
[27 Jul 2003|12:47pm] |
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OK, so, I have been partying for the last two days in a row (everyone's parents are out of town). I, personally, would like to go home to my own bed after being fucked up 2 days in a goddamn row. SO, Phil asks me last night what I was doing for sleeping plans. SO, I said that I would rather go home because I was kinda zoning out all night and I would like to go to my own bed. SO, he gets all sad and what not. I can understand him getting sad and a little dissapointed. But, he then goes and says that hes not even going to bother staying out anymore, which in turn makes me feel like shit. Because he is basically saying hey you ruined my nigt. And then this morning i wake up to his away message, which says... "sleeping by yourself at night can make you feel alone, my girlfriend said so, she's.."
...whatever dude. imput please :'(
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[25 Jul 2003|12:50pm] |
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hahaha i have a face now
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| Yup... |
[23 Jul 2003|11:10am] |
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Yeah, so last night I was on notpop and I saw a post for an artist needed to do a 'zine add for this band from CA. So, of course, I clicked on it. I left a post. No even like ten minutes later I got an instant message from the guy who posted it. He was like send me some of yoru art, some computer stuff. So... I did...and he liked it! So I am making this ad for a band called Donnybrook from CA! Its for their new cd release thingy! I am still in shock lol. I still cant believe it... I talked to the owner of the record lable that puts them out for like 2 hours last night...damn. lol. It made me feel like really important... thats like the only exciting thing thats happened to me like ever! haha ok well i gtg now i must be going... later all
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